Back on My BS

Guess who’s back. Back again. I am back. Back blogging.

It has been a while since I have written here. There are several reasons for this. Busyness, laziness, feelings of ineptitude. I had been feeling like maybe I can’t write anymore, but I have decided that this isn’t the case. I’m going to keep writing because it is something I know that I can do. Consequently my depression also seems to be back, but I’m going to try not to link the two together. Even though it is pretty difficult.

Speaking of difficult: take life!  No really, take my life. Ok that wasn’t funny. I have been feeling a lot more sluggish lately. It took me an hour to get it if bed this morning. I am constantly exhausted. Nothing excites me, especially not my job which I love. I love my job, but I hate it every more each day. Every week I feel like I’ve lost it, and every week I pray I never have to go back. I know that I love it and it’s a dream come true, but this brain of mine is performing acrobatics to put me against this miracle hiring.

I don’t know. But I’ll be back now, because I need this and I love this. And, I’m trying to do things that I love now. I’m trying to be a person that is happy.

 

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