Guess who’s back. Back again. I am back. Back blogging. It has been a while since I have written here. There are several reasons for this. Busyness, laziness, feelings of ineptitude. I had been feeling like maybe I can’t write anymore, but I have decided that this isn’t the case. I’m going to keep writing … Continue reading Back on My BS
Why aren’t I blind yet? The whiteness staring back at me surely should have seared my irises by now. Maybe I’m dead. They do say that you see a bright white light at the end. That would explain the complete absence of thought that I have been nursing for the past hour. I should try … Continue reading Writer’s Block
This is a sad one about losing motivation. Oooh yeah!
Am I Stuck?
Noticing the indent in the mattress in the shape of my body as I rise to the door The foam isn’t memory, just a representation of the mental state of me My voice echoes the creak of the wood under my feet Before the floor eveng gets a chance to speak Activities of the day … Continue reading Am I Stuck?
Stuck in a Rut. Edge of the Abyss.|Semi-Employed
A little about the frustration of uncertainty while job hunting.
Like a fog spreading from temple to temple Attempts to break through are painful Seems pointless, this search for the motivation Picking and mining and coming up empty Unsure of what it means, exhaustion or complacens Sadness or complete resignation Is it worth forcing to move forward Is there a different feeling I should be … Continue reading Brain Fog