Lately…

Things have been feeling really intense lately. Up in the air, no sign of direction. This is a place that I know very well. This uncertain, anxious, staring into the unknown kind of place. A part of it feels like failure because it means that I’m not doing what I think that I should be. What even is “what I should be”? It feels good as weel, exciting, because who knows what could happen? The best thing could be up next! The most impressive and positive part of my life could be on the horizon! Or the worst part. The rock bottom, there’s nothing but up from here kind of place. I guess all that can be said is…We’ll see.